Unum

I have been depressed all day. I should really get out of this bed, but that would mean facing up to what has to be done. I saw Jess yesterday, she always seems so free. I never know what to say to her. Sometimes she looks at me, but half the time I can’t catch her eye, even if I did would I really know how to approach her? I haven’t always felt like this, I used to have so much belief in what I have to say. Now I doubt the simplest of things, like the way I smile at people. Do I really need to question everything so much?